This is another one of those posts I do which gets no likes or reblogs, but i’m not writing this to get anything like that. I was watching the Butterfly Effect before, It got me thinking.

I’m going to use myself as an example, alright?
I’m 19 years old, nearly 20. My parents are divorced, all my grandparents are still alive. My mum had a husband before my Dad, he died in a car crash. My older brother and sister we’re my mums first husbands kids. so my Mum re-married to my Dad. They got divorced. My Mum re-married, my Dad re-married and he had another son and two daughters.

But, think about it. As a kid, the slightest thing I could have done would have changed a lot of things. Same with my brother and sister.
If they woke up on the morning of their Dad’s death and pleaded with him to stay, then things could have been different. I wouldn’t be alive and my Mum and Dad would never have met.

If I killed myself right now, how many people would it hurt, and how would it affect their life. Would it change the way they do things? would they change certain things in their life and what would it be?

Just think. Every decision we have to make is changing our future and everyone elses future, its stopping children being born and people meeting. It’s not even our fault, no-one can stop it. We’re murdering people’s future without even knowing about it. The only difference between me telling someone to “Go kill yourself” and not meeting up with them “because i am ill” is that I purposely changed that person.

Anyway, I’m going to stop rambling now.
Just a thought. 

(Source: richmaw)