Rough few days.

Over the past week, i’ve managed to fall into two Diabetic Coma’s. A few other things have happened too which i’m not going to go in to. Today I had an appointment with a consultant to talk about what went wrong. He explained to me and my mum that if I was left then I would have died. Which really, really hit home.
My Dad is out of the country at the moment and has been worrying loads and obviously hasn’t been able to make it back. Loads of other people have been concerned too which has made me me think about quite a lot of stuff. I just wish I could explain how grateful I am to have those people in my life, looking out for me.

Tomorrow i’ve got to spend all day in hospital and have shit loads of blood taken, which should be fantastic. That’ll see what went wrong and will tell me if i’m even more medically retarded than I initially thought. But still.

We’ll see how this goes. It should be interesting. Afterwards I really need to make some decisions about things.

tagged as proper dying.